isn't it strange how when you're growing up, you decide a certain job would be a cool job, just because you have an interest in it... it's never money-related or anything to do with so-called "success"... as you grow older (and hopefully wiser) you start thinking that you don't want "cool" anymore, you just want money... whether it be for the future, a girl you want to impress, or that new car you want to buy, a job that pays you a shit-load is a job worth having... right? right?

i guess it does make sense, if that's all you really cared about... but what about that young kid that still lives inside you, kicking and screaming because you gave up the dream? what do you do about that? strangle it until the kicking and screaming subsides? I mean, i know we have to be realistic sometimes but isn't it better to chase the dream while you can still enjoy the dream, rather than wait until you're so beaten, cynical and just down-right not bothered about dreams?

it's pretty sad that society/culture/life on earth has made people only ever dream about earning more money...