it's always doom and gloom when i write, but sadly that seems to be the only times i feel like putting my thoughts into words. it's not quite that easy though is it, putting thoughts into words... right now, the words are all jumbling up, trying to adhere to each other, at least make a semblance of sense, but it's just not happening...

so i understand how sometimes, when something bad is happening, you don't want to talk about it... but if someone offered a shoulder for me to cry on, or a hand to hold at that moment i felt everything was being sucked away, at that moment, i would feel glad to have a friend/person who knew that that was all i needed. an offer. 

remembering back to when i felt that way, i tried to offer the same thing i had wished for, but never got. however i was spurned. i just hope that they know i'm here for them, feeling what they're feeling and sad to see them so sad...