i just don't get it... how can the person you love turn so visciously cold in the blink of an eye? what have i done to deserve this? what have i done to have my love ripped away from me?

 i wish i could turn back time and freeze it at the moment where we were happiest... i just think back to that time and it makes me hurt inside... because it's far from that now... i'm left here, writhing to a pain that i cannot stop... not on my own anyways.

...why has it turned to this? : (